happiness and sadness were competing to have a biggest space in my heart that day ..
i wrote few posts and i didn't
I'd write a post and in the next day
something would happen , and i update the post again, until i found it full of inconsistent
the last 3 weeks were full of tension,
i waited until i feel more relax to be able to write again .
I woke up on Thursday 13/3 , the
weather was really nice , i decided to spend a nice time writing a post, so I
opened the window , brought my laptop , prepared a delicious piece of cake and
coffee, how happy did I felt when electricity
came in the morning!
I wrote few words until my grandma came crying
saying a friend of ours lost his son , when a car bomb exploded ( i am not
going to mention the horrible details) , i was shocked , became speechless! a
voice in my heart was saying "i hope it is not true " while my mind draw a complete image based on my grandma's description
of the painful accident .
My best and close friend was going to
get married on Friday 14/3 , i had to hide the sadness in my voice each time
she called me , i didn't want her to hear such things before her wedding .
you know how nervous a bride can be in the day
before her wedding, she had to make sure everything was ok and she didn't
forget to prepare a tiny detail for this big day !
my friend and i planned together for her
wedding and i did some of the decorations , I was putting my last touches while
tears running out on my cheeks ..
happiness ( for my close friend) and
sadness (to hear about this lose) were competing
to have a biggest space in my heart that day .. it was exhausting